StrangersNotAllowed

1.I think Barry Manilow is one cool dude.
2. No, I don’t want another beer. I have to work tomorrow.
3. Her tits are just too big.
4. Sometimes I just want to be held.
5. That chick on ” Murder, She Wrote ” gives me a woody.
6. Sure, I’d love to wear a condom.
7. We haven’t been to the mall for ages, let’s go shopping and I can hold your purse.
8. Fuck Monday Night Football, let’s watch Melrose Place.
9. It’s late. Put your clothes back on and I’ll take you home.
10. Honey, I’m going to the store, do you need more tampons?
11. I know you just blew me, but I need a kiss.
12. I’m sick of beer, give me a fruit juice with a lemon twist.
13. Great, your mother’s coming to stay with us again.
14. I wonder if my gorgeous neighbor knows that her drapes are open when she’s getting ready for bed? Maybe I should tell her.
15. No way, you weeded the garden last week. It’s my turn.
16. Better get rid of these old Penthouse magazines. I dont look at them any more.
17. This movie has too much nudity.
18. Damn, we’re late for church!
19. No, I don’t want to see your sister’s tits.
20. Put some panties on, for Christ’s sake!

Now let us see if I am already a grown up, I'll be highlighting those that I think I possess... (lol)...

1. I don’t have to have everything I want
2. I take saving for the future (seriously)
3. I think about how life will be tomorrow
4. When the situation calls for it, I choose to be productive rather than sleep an extra hour
5. I actually ask god to help me honestly forgive those who have hurt (on my own, that can be a hard thing to do)
6. I can pray for and honestly wish the meanies well
7. I can let a lot of things go
8. I can laugh at – even celebrate – my mistakes
9. I only want a wash and wear hairstyle. Makes life so much easier
10. I choose quality over quantity
11. Simplifying life is not an option – it is the only choice
12. I truly welcome reunions because you want to touch base with people
13. I make wishlist but that’s all they are. They don’t direct my life
14. When you appreciate your dreams
15. You laugh at yourself
16. I don’t take life and myself seriously
17. I know that LOVE is not a light word
18. I can and will go out of my way to brighten a lonely person’s day.
19. It is a peaceful thought to know that not EVERYTHING is about you
20. I know that pretty flowers tucked in a vase on a table in your home does more than just making your room look pretty
21. Comfort matters
22. Not very many things embarrass me anymore.
23. I appreciate rituals and traditions enough to do what I can to make them live on.
24. Wine actually taste good
25. I care about what happens to our country
26. I don’t make impulsive purchases
27. I really want to learn the basics of cooking
28. I have learned to budget]
29. I also know that “no budget” does not necessarily mean “no money”
30. Spending hard-earned money pinches
31. I start remembering and applying all that mom and dad had taught me
32. I have learned to really linger over a cup of coffee
33. I savor experiences, moments, and people
34. I live the present moment as fully as I can
35. There is this urge to stretch beyond your comfort zone
36. The fear of failure does not stop you from trying out new things
37. I know the value of saying “no”
38. I will go out of my way to validate people.
39. I can find it in myself to gracefully acknowledge all the lessons buried beneath every pain
40. I know what I will and will not wear
41. I accept people as they are
42 I have learned to celebrate the body I was born with
43. I look for and appreciate order – at home, in the office, on the road and in my life
44. It’s easy for me to choose to rise above petty people, petty situations
45. I can guiltlessly wed out toxic people and things from my life

i guess, im 14 ways less than being a grown-up.. hahaha..

...that queasy feeling I feel whenever I am about to do something I really don't want to do. Moreover, being forced to do something because you have to.

What is happening?

Here is her AWESOME rendition of Lady Gaga's Poker Face during her concert at the PICC last December 11, 2009... I so love her!!! :D

HOME.

Mag-abo was were I was born. It is a barangay in a small city called Zamboanguita located at the southern tip of Oriental Negros, Philippines. Mag-abo is a small locality with roughly around 500 households or so. There is no decent water supply so what we do is pump out the water from an old artesian well. The bright side? You get to work out while doing the chores and taking a bath.. ( No wonder my cousins got strong muscle-y arms.. hahaha)...




What I love most about Mag-abo is the delicacy called "puto" which is actually sticky rice dipped in pure chocolate. God, it's heaven! Especially when you sip that hot chocolate and savor the taste of homegrown cacaos..

I did it again.

I made my father cry once again and it is really a tough job doing it. Now I feel so useless and ashamed. Guilty at the very least. It is very rarely that we talk. It's just the two of us here at home but I always fail to share to him all those cheesy stuffs that a normal father-and-child usually share.

Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal

In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with …and the one that got away. ( Hmm...this refers to one person only in my life...hahaha)

Who is the one that got away? (Let us call him A****D)

I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way, I suppose. I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a long time partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing.

It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance. How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. ( I so don't agree). Small problems become big; inconsequential become deal breakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

A year ago, things were simpler. All i had to do was mind my own business...mind my own life...mind my own problems. it was not until March that I decided to commit one of the biggest mistake of my life.


Had I known that it would be this annoying...this hard...this demanding... I wouldn't have decided to take the responsibility that I hate so much right now. It is not fulfilling at all.. All it does is give me anxiety attacks, demand most of my time and tie me to something that I so despise right now.

(This is inspired by one of my most favorite songs "(I Can't Seem To) Make You Mine" by The Clientele)

In the silence of the garden
MOSS ARE RISING on the wind
And the beast is pondering love love love
Till the rusty NAILS grow dim
I cant seem to make you mine
Through the long and lonely night
And I TRIED so hard, darling
But the crowd pulled you away
Through the RIBBONS and the rain
And the ivy coiled around my hand
So I lingered with the people
In the silent August glade
But the rain has brought the night
And the night has brought the rain

Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds?
Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii?
Why are there flotation devices under plane seats instead of parachutes?
Why are cigarettes sold in gas stations when smoking is prohibited there?
Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing?
If you can't drink and drive, why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor, and why do bars have parking lots?

(Disclaimer: i got this one from goodtimesmanila. I do not own this article and I am posting it here for entertainment purposes only.)

ANALYN PEREZ and TJ DIMACALI, GMANews.TV
It is called the Ampatuan Massacre here because the crime was committed in Ampatuan town. Elsewhere on this news site, it is still referred to as the Maguindanao Massacre, which is the more common reference, but no other massacre in modern Philippine history has been publicly associated with an entire province.

Heartaches are never easy to deal with.. I mean, it's like being in hell, having your wrist slit over and over again, multitude of blood dripping all over you...,

it's worse than paranoia because it can drive you crazy in a matter of seconds.. you cry liters of tears all because of words, spoken and unspoken,that literally tore you to pieces...

In the two decades that I have been living my life, I have had my own share of heartaches-- some I inflicted, some I suffered from. After four boyfriends, numerous flings and all that jazz, I have come to the conclusion that I am meant to enjoy the happiness of singleblessedness... Relatioships are always meant to end, just like what Summer Finn said in (500) Days of Summer, what always happens is LIFE.

So now, I am resolved to this one thing,I am going to stay unattached for the rest of my life. i think I've had had enough of heartaches and am not ready to suffer from it anymore.

(Disclaimer: This blog contains gruesome pictures and descriptions of massacre victims. Continue reading at your own risk)


Okay. So it is official. I am sleepless every Friday.

That is something that you will expect from a person who wakes up at 4pm the day before. I am slowly becoming a vampire, so what? Vampires are in anyway, no big deal. It won't hurt to be one of those oh-so-lovely creatures who fly as fast as a speeding bullet and hit baseballs so hard it causes lightning and thunder. It won't hurt to live for a thousand years anyway, except that you're not really alive (haha). Plus, I really cannot sleep right now because of this very horrible feeling that is trying to get out of my chest since Tuesday.

how you feel about yourself now (The Tower) You feel that the disruption and sweeping change you are going through, or fear you are about to go through, will be catastrophic. You need to recognise that such upheaval can force new directions that you never dreamed possible. Subconsciously you may have wanted change, but as is often the case, the solution isn’t always as we expect. There could be problems relating to your property, or if considering a new property or move, progress will be

So here is the second entry of my daily dose of life's lessons.

What did I learn today?

I was thinking about it on my way home while I was on a bus along EDSA. Then I came to the conclusion that I might not have learned anything new today...yet I still wracked my brain trying ot figure out what I would put in this entry. And then my best friend Basha texted me and told me that she successfully survived her first day at work. And that's when it hit me that finally I have something to write about before I go to sleep tonight.

Because this is a daily journal, there will be daily entries about new discoveries, lessons I was able to learn and all that jazz every day. (Now, that is redundant)..

I got this from Casey, my first buddy. She would always ask us every midnight what we learned for that day. I simply refuse to answer because of the limited space and the fact that I did not really learn anything because I was asleep the entire day and my "day" is just starting.

ELPHABA
I'm limited:
Just look at me - I'm limited
And just look at you -
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
(spoken) For both of us
(sung) Now it's up to you:

Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)
Boy: yeah, she is. (But you’re still the most beautiful girl I know)
Girl: I heard she’s funny & amazing. (All the stuff I wasn’t)
Boy: She sure is. (But she’s nothing compared to you…)
Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now (Like how you knew just about everything about me)
Boy: Only the stuff that count (I can’t even remember the stuff she tells me when I think of you)
Girl: Well, I hope you guys last. (Because we never did)
Boy: I hope we do too. (Whatever happened to me & you?)
Girl: Well I got to go. (Before I start to cry)
Boy: Yeah me too. (I hope you don’t cry)
Girl: Bye. (I still love you)
Boy: Later. (I never stopped)

I love nature.I love going outdoors on adventures, discovering sites that just take your breath away.

Growing up in the city makes it all difficult for me to inhale fresh air. That is why occasionally, I plan secret get-aways...these are one my ultimate escapes from the sucking reality we call LIFE.

Video-Girls Just Wanna Have Fun-- EMo Version


I loved this version from the Confessions of a Shopaholic. Check it out guys..

I am kinda having a hard time keeping thoughts to myself so I wanted a place where I can write all that I am feeling to somehow ease the burden. This will be a daily journal consisting of private rantings, experiences and all that jazz which I DON'T INTEND to share to anyone. This will be a private blog. NO ONE is allowed to read the posts here. So if you ever have the misfortune to visit this page, oooh alas... Im sorry but YOU ARE NOT GETTING ANYTHING here. Oh well, occasionally there will be stuff that I will be posting for public consumption but then again, it will be on rare occasions where I find it fit to share my thoughts to the world...