Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Solitary Depression ( Making a Message Out of A Song)

(This is inspired by one of my most favorite songs "(I Can't Seem To) Make You Mine" by The Clientele)

In the silence of the garden
Moths are rising on the wind
And the beast is pondering love love love
‘Till the rusty nails grow dim

Fairy tales usually end in happily ever afters. Princesses normally get to spend forever with their princes. Sorrow gone; happiness for eternity.


My feelings for you are as deep as an ocean in the night. I look at you and the world around me disappears until there seems to be nothing left but you and me. I live in a make-believe world where nothing is everything and everything is nothing.. without you. I could call out your name and you would look back at me, smile and make all my problems fade away. I could tell myself that you and I were meant to be; that somewhere in time we will be together.


This is not my story. This is not my fairy tale.

I can’t seem to make you mine
Through the long and lonely night
And I try so hard, darling



You will always be the one thing I've ever wanted but could never have. The thing I've always wished for every single moment of my life. You are my impossible dream and yet I never stopped believing that one day you will be mine --- that one day our love story will be told and I will earn my happily ever after at last.


But the crowd pulled you away
Through the ribbons and the rain
And the ivy coiled around my hand



The world is against us, it has always been from the very beginning. Whenever it seems like my fingertips will finally touch yours and my life will finally be woven with yours, life always happens and then like some kind of curse, the gap between us emerges and the weaving thread starts to sever.



So I lingered with the people
In the silent August glade
But the rain has brought the night
And the night has brought the rain




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