StrangersNotAllowed

A year ago, things were simpler. All i had to do was mind my own business...mind my own life...mind my own problems. it was not until March that I decided to commit one of the biggest mistake of my life.


Had I known that it would be this annoying...this hard...this demanding... I wouldn't have decided to take the responsibility that I hate so much right now. It is not fulfilling at all.. All it does is give me anxiety attacks, demand most of my time and tie me to something that I so despise right now.


Had I known that it would ask so much of me, I wouldn't have willingly take the plunge into this whirlpool. I would have been a tad richer now. I would have lesser problems. I would have some peace of mind. But then again, all I can do right now is think of the could-haves and what-might-have-beens and then endure the problems and the headaches that this effing responsibility is giving me. Endure it for the remaining three months.

It is not fulfilling, really. Most of all, it is for nothing...nothing at all. Damn.