StrangersNotAllowed

Here we go again.


I've been completely comfortable and used to the 2-week vacation that I totally forgot I've got to go back to reality.

I've sort of created an alternate reality here at home where the people I hate DON'T exist, where my social life is completely dependent on the internet and my accounts which are devoid of connection from my actual life. As usual, I hated being connected to my friends at school. I hated having to remember that this actual world exist and my alternate reality was just a fantasy I can never come to terms with.

So now, I have to go back and leave the world I have loved for the past two weeks. I hate it. I hate it. I can't wait for April to come, when all of this shit will disappear and I can actually START my life anew.

Sometimes I wish that I have that remote where I can just fast forward my  life and skip having to endure this freaking hell of a life..It would be nice.. I could then have control of my life if ever that happens.